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time for my favorite mindless survey!!! [Sep. 8th, 2005|11:46 pm]
Ezzie
1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4.
Before dragging them off to her gingerbread house in the woods. In that case,

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
nothing

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
bits of Reunion as i did rounds

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
11:05 pm

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
11:48, wow i was off

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
the AC and people upstairs and in the hall

7: When did you last step outside?
on my way back from dinner around seven

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
both my emails, other ppls lj entries

9: What are you wearing?
my North vs South shirt from freshman year, marymount shorts, striped undies and a white bra

10: Did you dream last night?
dont really remember but would say yes

11: When did you last laugh?
reading gemma's lj update that has part of our convo in it

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
posters, pictures, a large map, a calendar, duty schedules

13: Seen anything weird lately?
a rat on rowley courtyard in the morning (usually only see them at night near Gerard)

14: What do you think of this quiz?
fine holiday fun, two thumbs up

15: What is the last film you saw?
Back to School

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
pay stacie back, buy an outfit for the concert and clothes for my internship in the spring

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
i am never allowed to be mad, or to do stupid things. no one will let me

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
i would fix all the damage done by the hurricaine

19: Do you like to dance?
i do, but not in front of others

20: George Bush: tries really hard, but is an idiot. he could have learned more from his predecessors

21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Evelyn Ellen or Evelyn Jane

21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Samuel Benjamin

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?
will be!!! very soon!
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question everyone!!! [Aug. 26th, 2005|09:23 pm]
Ezzie
hey guys. i was hoping for some help. i know a bunch of ppl who potnetially read this go to an art school. can u tell me where u go? why do u like it? what other schools do u know of a with a good theater program? a friend has asked me for some info and my knowledge is rather limited. thanks for the help!!!!
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wow, procrastinating this early in the semester... [Jan. 24th, 2005|06:19 pm]
Ezzie
[mood |sillysilly]

A - AGE : 19

B - BAND LISTENING TO MOST RECENTLY: Maroon Five

C - CELEBRITY CRUSH: Josh Duhamel

D - DAD'S NAME: Scott

E - EASIEST PERSON(S) TO TALK TO: myself

F - FAVORITE BAND: *N SYNC (jk jk)

G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS: Bears

H - HOMETOWN : Worcester

I - INSTRUMENT : violin and the tiniest bit of the piano

K - KIDS : lots and lots

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE?: from Worcester to Port St. Lucie Florida...it was fuuuuun

M - MOM'S NAME : Ellen

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : one Benji

O - ONE WISH : to be happy

P - PHObIA(S) : scary movies

Q - FAVORITE QUOTE : "Are there rocks ahead?"
"If there are, we all be dead."
"Stop it, both of you. I mean it."
"Anybody want a peanut?"

R - REASON TO SMILE: chocolate

S - SONG YOU LAST SANG: "Whats Love Got To Do With It" by Tina Turner

T - TIME YOU WAKE UP: as late as humanly possible, the earliest I get up is eight on Mondays and Thursdays

U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME : there is no unknown fact about me, i tell everyone everything

V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE: spinach

W - WORST HABIT(S): talking too much

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: ankle, teeth

Y - YUMMY FOOD: pretty much any food ever

Z - ZODIAC SIGN : Virgo virgin all the way
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this freaks me out on so many levels [Nov. 29th, 2004|10:07 pm]
Ezzie
[mood |shockedshocked]
[music |California by Phantom Planet]

      
government agents are love
brought to you by the isLove Generator
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HELP ME!!! [Nov. 12th, 2004|02:50 am]
Ezzie

ok my internet and lj savy friends, i have a question.  i want to put a picture in this, or maybe several pictures.  right now they are saved on my computer in My Pictures.  how do i get them here?  PLEASE HELP ME.  thanks.

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(no subject) [Nov. 10th, 2004|02:19 pm]
Ezzie
just to put this somewhere

Karissa029: teensy has decided...she will not do her homework right now... because right now she is bugging emily only not because well...emily is not there, but she continues to be awesome even when she is away from her computer, which is like always, but still, teensy hearts her, teensy however DOES NOT heart much of anything these days ... mostly she does not heart men...of any kind...even the hot ones ... according to her they all suck why ... well sit back relax and get the popcorn coz she is going to tell you ... its because they are mean and DUMB i know that emily knows this first hand and so do i ....

Auto response from PrincessEzzy: class until forever

Karissa029: this however is not just about retard although his idiocy certainly applys this stems from my own life... and life in general... and i think i have come to the end of my rant but hey i feel like me and your awaymessage have bonded in a way that computer and human have never before...
Karissa029: now, i feel some how liberated ...and yet not... i have come to a strange place...i like to call it my little world of crazy... but hey i am not alone lenny kravitz and elvis and john bon jovi are here as well as a stupid fat hobbit and handsome (and slightly mirror conscious) elf .... well i must go track down morelli and ranger ..... wow im insane... have a nice day
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haaa....i make myself laugh sometimes. [Nov. 6th, 2004|03:15 pm]
Ezzie
[mood |contentcontent]

we were at lunch, and we were talking about this guy jaime who got kicked out of school for throwing this kid through a plate glass window. now jamie is good friends with very hot dyland and gorgeous kevin. and we had heard tell that dylan and kevin are roommates. so the other day, stacie and i looked it up on our resident list. and they are, in fact, roommmates. so i felt the need to share this with everyone at lunch. however, the words,"we looked it up and kevin and dylan are room mates," were said quite loudly in the realtively empty caf. it was really funny, everyone started laughing at me.

went out to dinner last night. was sooo much better than eating in the caf. the caf on fridays is GROSS. afterwards, i felt kind of bad cuz i was realtively mean to retard. we all were. if he didnt realize that no one was talking to him or looking at him, he is a fucking idiot. the thing is, i dont like being mean. i feel like i am stuck between a rock and a hard place. amanda says i need to get over it. but she already has, and i feel like someone needs to stay angry with him, and keep an eye out for the next time he acts like a shit head.

i just got back from tutoring the son of one of my politics professors because she asked the french professor about a tutor and she recommended me. it was interesting. i have a hard time refraining from telling him the answers. but mostly i think he just wouldnt take the time to put the extra effort into it.

well, i am going to watch the end of pride and prejudice. later all.
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everyone should have to be just like me... [Nov. 5th, 2004|03:49 pm]
Ezzie
[mood |pissed offpissed off]
[music |angry rock music]

PREFACE:  teensy always tells me that i cant stay mad at people and that sometimes people really do deserve to have you pissed at them.  i really do have a hard time being angry at people when they are mean to me.  i have, however, discovered that apparently i can remain quite angry with people who are mean to others.

so some shit went down last night that was fucking ridiculous.  i am going to write all of it down.  and i am N OT going to make this entry friends only.  if people read it who shouldnt, i hope they have the balls to say something to me.  i am only not saying something out of respect to a friend who has asked me not to.

yesterday, we all went to dinner and it was fine.  this seems like nothing, but sometimes meal times with us can be very tense.  everyone was fine, we were all kidding around and talking about the weekend and such.  after dinner, i went back to amanda's room with her.  and she told me a story.  apparently around two she was working in the RD office when brett (here after refered to as retard or some variation of that) called.  retard then began to yell and curse at amanda after beginning with the line "thank you for helping to fucking ruin my life."  apparently, his EX girlfriend/fiancee or whatever found the pictures of all of us from the weekend that amanda had put up on the internet.  all of these pictures, except the one of courtney holding bretts face in her chest, are just of us hanging out at dinner and the concert and such.  well apparently psycho ex cant deal with the fact that retard boy has friends who are girls.  i am under the impression that the bitch called the FUCKING retard and yelled at him and his immediate response was to call amanda and be THE BIGGEST SHIT TO EVER WALK THE PLANET.  amanda, however, has decided to forgive him because he apologized once he realized she was crying.  i feel, however, that this is the straw that has broken this camel's back.  i was sooo angry about this last night that i was on the verge of tears.  we watched tv in his room and i couldnt look at him or talk to him.  today at lunch i could only talk to stacie cuz otherwise i had to talk across him and i couldnt.  i was horrible to him and i am pretty sure he didnt even realize i was being serious.  i had every intention of ripping him a new one, but amanda asked me not to.  and she is the only one who has the right to do that. 

and i have made another decision.  after this lj entry i am no longer acknowledging him.  obviously i dont mean at all, cuz i will still have to eat with him.  but until i am convinced that he has become an adult and/or a decent person, i cant think about him cuz he makes me SOOOOOO ANGRY.  i just cant deal with it.  he is NOT WORTH MY FUCKING TIME.  the amount of swearing that has happened over the last day has been quite insane.  and now, we are done with his bullshit forever.

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(no subject) [Oct. 31st, 2004|08:29 pm]
Ezzie
[mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[music |Sheryl Crow]

o m g.

so this weekend has been fucking fabulous. teensy came. halloweenfest. courtney came. gavin concert. just fucking awesome. there is no other way to describe it. i am soooooo tired though. so i am just putting this up and i will try to update better tomorrow.
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oh god, i was going to write accidentally in love, but only cuz it is the song i am listening to [Oct. 5th, 2004|11:37 pm]
Ezzie
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |Blink 182 I Miss You]

I AM COMING HOME IN TWO DAYS!!!

ok so maybe i am a little excited about this.  just a little.  mostly it is because i miss everyone and i am getting sick of school work, and RA work, and RA drama, and stupid boy drama.

the stupid boy.  i found something out the other day and now i need to determine if this changes anything for me.  at first i felt like it really didnt, but then i wasnt so sure.  damn them all!  its just that lulu said something that was so dead on and i dont realy have an answer.  i dont have an answer to any of it.  everything in my head is so different than it was before, because i forced it to go one way.  and now, that COULD be different.  but can i make my mind and heart backtrack like that?  do i want to?  is lulu right when she says this isnt high school anymore?  i just dont want to hurt anyone i care about.  which sounds weird coming from me, i know.  well i dont know what else to say right now.  more later or tomorrow.  hasta luego.

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